Thursday, August 27, 2009
ii get this feeling whenever im lying on my bed .
ii find it weird . really .
ever since tat argument we pass by each other not saying a word.
lyk we're strangers . ii dunno how youu feel about it .
but it's killing me . it might be easy for youu .
but not for me . but if you're happy tis way,
then we'll do it tis way then .
I miss how we used to be .
I miss how we talked .
I miss how we used to laugh .
I miss how we used to crack jokes together .
I miss how we fought with each other .
I miss how we made each other cry .
I miss how we acted like a fool .
I miss US !
ii remember how it used to be when nothing else matter but youu and me .
ii miss the old youu & the old me .
the old us tat could just sit and talk for hours & never run out of things to say .
it might hurt me alot but if youu like it this way,
I'll deal with it . ii want youu to be happy :)
ii just have one favor to ask . Please remember me . Thankyou (=
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3:27 AM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Blogger is getting on my nerves !
* MY NERVES SANG OFF , SOUNDED DOWN *
And these poor nerves so wired to the skull ! LOL.
btw, had oral today . hopefully , ii can make it yaww .
at least a "passed" will do . hahaha .
ii wanna do well for English so badly . pls pls pls .
wish me luck yeahhhh !!!!!!!!!!!
Shake .
Quake .
Dry mouth .
Sweaty hands .
Can’t relax, can’t rest .
It must be time for my O LEVEL REVISION !
toodles readers :)
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3:09 AM
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day, But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's only a friend, and nothing else--
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself. You keep on saying he's just a bud,
But deep inside, you're falling in love. You get so giddy when you meet his eyes,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right. A simple glance turns into a stare,
But you pretend that you don't care. It's "not right" for you two to be.
Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend? Keep lying that he's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show.
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,
So being his girl is an impossible wish...
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12:20 AM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO IKELSPADE !
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE !
ALL THE BEST OF LUCK AYE .
LAST LONG TAWUKK NGAN ADEK SEDARAKU .
ANYTHING II COME & FIND YOUU ! HUAKHUAK .
CHEY2 , DAA 18 SEYY DIER . DAA NAK ENROL PER ?
HAHAHHAAHHAH . KLAH ALL THE BEST WISHES KAYY .
HAD A GREAT TIME AT YOUR PIT THAT DAY .
WITH ALL THE GILER2 & GEREK2 PEOPLE AROUND .
WE MADE YOUR DAY ! HAHAHA . KLAH TILL HERE .
TAKECARE BOY . HAPPY BDAE ((:
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12:48 AM
Friday, August 21, 2009
Hey , its been so long since ii update yaww .
well , as ii already mention in my last post , ii was very very busy with my sch stuffs .
didn't have much time to meet many people , especially my gfs & bfs .
so sorry guys . i've postpone many outings . so so sorry .
meet up soon yeah peeps .
First & for most , SELAMAT BERPUASA WAHAI UMAT2 ISLAM DILUAR SANA .
TKMO PUASA YOK2 PLAK EHK ! ORG DIATAS SELALU AKAN MENJENGUK KITE DIBAWAH SINI . HAHA . SEMPENA RAMADHAN INI , HARAP ANDA DAPAT TAHAN SEGALA2 BENDE HALA YG TIDAK PATUT AWAK LAKUKAN . HARAP AWAK PAHAM YEERR !!! (= HUAKHUAK ! :p
Well , my life is not getting any better .
luckily , there's my best girls around me .
with them around , ii felt mych more better & ii cn easily forget all the shitos .
past few weeks , ii went out with my best 2 girls to the airport .
ii will post the overdue pics yaw peeps .
my o level exams are coming !!!!
omg omg . im nt prepared for it .
worry doesn't change a thing .
it only wastes my energy , thinking madly of a thing
that may not even come to be .
ii will caste those "worry" thoughts away
&& focus on what's happenin nw .
focus on the positive side & juz start with what ii can allow .
i've always remember mum says this to me ,
"I know you have that strength in you
I've seen it there before
Just draw on that to see you through
Don't look back anymore."
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